Confused!
Posted on: Saturday, January 24, 2009
Posted at: 7:04 PM
i`m feeling so confused right now!
i felt that everytime the things that i really wished to happen actually didn`t happen but the reverse will take place... i`m puzzled...
Always thinking about the answer of this question... but yet, i still don`t know what is the answer of this quetion... Sometimes i might think that, have i done sth wrong to others? but,
what have i done? why is that everybody will always did this to me? can anybody tell me?...
I expect that "someone" to treat me in that way, but is always will be another person who treated me in that way... well, it`s not only once but more than once... Always, maybe... i wished that that "someone" was the one who can always makes me feel happy & warm but it seemed like that "someone" fails to do that... That another person always try to makes me feel happy but i just simply can`t smile because of that "another person"... I really couldn`t understand why is this always happened to me?!! i thought i`ve tried my best to be nice to others but i just didn`t know where i went wrong? i feel like disappointment is always chasing after me wherever i go... i really hate this feeling...
well, perhaps it`s my fate! so, just let it be...
